A day alone

Nothing unusual about today and that's the sad part. I spoke to two people today and both were being paid to do it. It's like the world outside my windows is a complete mystery to me and like other puzzles, if I can't work it out in quickly I give up and retreat.

I have to be honest with myself and those I come in contact with, unfortunately I can't see my position improving, and more likely to deteriorate as I get older.