Alone too long

Feeling particularly lonely at the moment, I think the Kylie concert brought home to me just how isolated I am, the few "friends" I have wouldnt be interested in going whilst many of my contacts on Facebook and Instagram did and posted pictures. I guess I can't be surprises that guys I only vaguely know won't think to ask me but it's also disappointing that I don't have that kind of friendships. 

I'm particularly worried that I will push away anyone that has potential to become a good friend becasue I'll be too enthusiastic about doing stuff and meeting.